no rest for the wicked

I honestly thought that tonight would be the night I would sleep like a normal personals its after three in the morning and even though I'm vaguely tired I am still awake. I hope in a couple of days after I have taken the gym intensity up a few notches I can tire myself out enough to sleep at night with the rest of the world...well a girl can dream :). The worst part about not being able to sleep at night is binge eating. I'm tired but bored so I eat to alleviate the boredom and I crave sugar because I am so tired my body wants false energy. Hopefully this sleeping thing fixes itself even though I have been struggling with insomnia for years. Sigh.