slacker

So I did not go to the gym today which in retrospect is not very wise considering it is Thursday and I have only been to the gym once this week . ugh why do I fuck myself , whatever I still have Friday and Saturday and I'm going to the gym FIVE times next week . If I set A goal this time I am going to make it .I work Tuesday, wed, Thursday so I'm going Sunday,Monday ,wed morning ,Friday, Saturday. It is scheduled in my blackberry so it shall be done ! lol. I think I really just need a routine , Get myself in the groove of waking up at a certain time and going to the gym in the morning which is the best time for me . I procrastinate waaay to much and since I rather not drive at night Its the best way of just freeing up my day for the stupid things I love to distract myself with . As far as what I have been eating ..its been OK not great . I think I have to go back to recording everything I eat and the cals so I for example I want a cookie . I can have that bleeping cookie (once in a while) and not have a mental breakdown trying to think what I have eaten all day .